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Chantal Lace Johnson

Chantal Lace S. Johnson

Fundraising Goal: $1,000.00

Total Number of Gifts: 3
Total Value of Gifts: $100.00

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My daughter, Chantal, was an athletic 18 year old. On the high school varsity cheer squad, swim team, track team, dance team, and had been in gymnastics since she was 4 years old. She was active in many school clubs and had just made the Jaguar cheer squad at IUPUI, Indiana University Purdue University Indianapolis. Two days before the last day of her senior year of high school she was diagnosed with Acute Myeloid Leukemia. The date was May 22, 2006. She immediately was hospitalized at Riley's Hospital for Children in Indianapolis, Indiana. After two rounds of back-to-back induction chemotherapy, we were told her leukemia was refractory and that regular chemo would not work for her and her chance of survival was 5%. Our only option for her was to have a bone marrow/stem cell transplant. Since none of her immediate family was a match, Riley found an unrelated donor that was a nine out of a ten match. Chantal under went four days of total body radiation, three times a day, and a round of Cytoxan to prepare her for the transplant. Her stem cell transplant was October 16, 2006. Chantal's leukemia was in remission; however, Chantal had a multitude of complication due to the transplant. A few of her many complications were severe lung bleeding, Stage 4 graft-verses host disease, permanent kidney damage (her kidneys were functioning at about 25%), diabetes (from the steroids to prevent transplant rejection Chantal gained over 100 pounds), severe edema, Cellulitis (infection in the underlying tissue of the skin, which then lead to bacterial infections in her blood), and on and on and on. Her skin was so fragile and the stretch marks so severe that it would literally rip open, so she had open sores that took forever to heal. She had no immune system, was given blood transfusions, platelet transfusions, so many transfusions of so many drugs of whatever drug she needed at the time we lost count. Chantal was released from the hospital in January of 2007, home one weekend and was readmitted to the Riley the next week. Through the next several months the fore mentioned complications had her in ICU for weeks, on a ventilator and a dialysis machine. Chantal rallied through, got out of ICU, and back to the Stem Cell Unit, which we loving refer to as "5th Floor". She worked to gain her strength back and was released in May 2007. Even when Chantal was out of the hospital we still had out-patient clinic 3, 4 or 5 days, sometimes every day, a week to be transfused and given whatever drug she required at the time. But she was out of the hospital. Between May and September of 2007, Chantal was readmitted to Riley 3 or 4 times, Cellulitis usually the main culprit and was given anti-bacterial drugs and always released and we returned to our out-patient status. Chantal also had a hole in her intestine. During this time she was using either a walker or a wheelchair, depending on what her strength was at the time and getting PUVA treatments (ultra-light therapy for her graft-verses host disease) and physical and occupational therapy. She went with me everywhere, we were always together, and she used to grade businesses for their handicap accessibility (just a fun past time but really an eye-opener when you are the ones who actually need the accessibility). Needless to say, being at Riley on the Oncology floor, we met several dear families whose child was afflicted with some type of cancer, we had grown close to many, and too many of them did not survive. The sadness is not describable; it just became a way of life, our life. But I had Chantal; she might not have been her former self on the outside but on the inside she was still Chantal. We would talk, watch movies, hang out; it didn't really matter, because she was still with me. The beginning of October 2007 we lost a very close friend who had relapsed with AML then a few days later after the funeral we were in out-patient clinic and Chantal's blood pressure was severally low. I forgot to mention, Chantal also had extremely high-blood pressure from the transplant, or that is the drugs she was on for the transplant. Once again she had Cellulitis. She was readmitted, given anti-bacterial drugs and once again the Cellulitis was gone. But this time she didn't come home, her bones had become weak from the long term steroid use and she had several compression fractures in her back that caused her a tremendous amount of pain. She under went two back surgeries to stabilize her spine called Kyphoplasty, where cement was inserted in the compressed areas. She then again had Cellulitis, was again given anti-bacterial drugs and was working on gaining her strength back in order for her to go home. The Saturday before Christmas, 2007 she was released but 911 had to respond to the house because she had fallen and was too weak to get up off the floor. She was readmitted to the hospital where she worked on her strength with the goal in mind of getting out and going

home. Chantal always thought she would survive, she had plans of attending IUPUI, even cheering for the Jaguars, she had even been taking a correspondence course of Freshman English from the University of Indiana. Chantal’s birthday was Tuesday, February 5 and Child Life of Riley worked with Texas Roadhouse (Chantal’s favorite restaurant) to surprise her for her birthday and have food from the restaurant catered to the “5th Floor”. The weekend prior to her birthday was great, Chantal was getting stronger, her spirits were good (like always), she had cleaned her room, made lists of things she needed to do, worked on her homework, and was planning for the following weekend for her friends to come up to the hospital to celebrate her 20th birthday with her. Tuesday came and Chantal awoke to pain in her foot which quickly spread up her leg to her thigh, Cellulitis, once again. She had no idea about Texas Roadhouse coming and the surprise party we had planned. Because of the Cellulitis she had to go for a scan down in Radiology. While we were there, Child Life set up the surprise party and when we returned to the “5th Floor” it was waiting for her. Chantal was in so much pain but she put on a brave face, was very happy, and said, “Of course, when I don’t feel good, we’ll just have to do it again when the Cellulitis is gone”. She opened her presents but was hurting so bad had to return to her room. Unfortunately, Chantal didn’t feel up to Texas Roadhouse and only ate half a roll and some CoCo Puffs. The call came at 11:53pm that night, Chantal was not doing well, they were having trouble keeping her blood pressure up, we needed to get to the hospital as soon as possible. When we arrived, they, the doctors had her blood pressure managed and she seemed stable. 8:00 o’clock that morning her blood pressure was falling again. Chantal was sent to ICU, put on a ventilator, and given drugs to help manage her blood pressure. The cultures take days to get back, but by the fourth or fifth day the culture were coming back that the bacterial infection, which had caused the Cellulitis, was getting under control. Then her kidneys failed completely and she was put on a CVVH, continuous dialysis machine, and her central line was coming back positive for an infection. She was given drugs to help with that infection and was stable. By the beginning of the third week in ICU things were stable and plans were being made to take her off the ventilator, and getting off the CVVH and being switched to a regular dialysis machine (which only runs for about 4 hours and can be done on the “5th Floor”). Sunday night, February 24, Chantal’s blood pressure, which had been doing better, started to fall again. She had another bacterial infection. She was given the anti-bacterial drugs but this time it wasn’t working. The infection she had had become resistant to the drugs. By Monday, the doctor’s were very concerned but were trying different drugs and we always, I always, thought she would pull through. The drugs will work like all the times before. This was not to be. Chantal’s heart started to have complications. Then it seems like in no time at all, the doctor’s were saying there wasn’t anymore they could do for her and she would never come off the ventilator and choices had to be made. The machines could keep her breathing for awhile but the end result would be the same, death. Chantal passed away from the complications from her stem cell transplant February 27, 2008, at 1:10 pm in the afternoon at Riley’s Hospital for Children, 22 days after her 20th birthday. Through all of her struggles, pain, and many complications Chantal believed she would make it through. Maybe that’s why she survived as long as she did. A positive attitude, good spirit, full of joy, and smiling face is what I remember about my daughter. When facing what she faced in the manner in which she faced it makes her a brave soul. No one should have to go through what she went through. No child, no family, should have to suffer like this. My daughter, Chantal, will be with me forever, in my heart and mind, she is everywhere. Chantal gives me strength to go on each day.

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Tammy
Thu, Oct 02, 2008
Wendie thank you for sharing your story about your daughter, and I am so sorry for your loss. Your daughter is very beautiful and I can tell she is a beautiful person on the inside just by looking at her smile.
I never met Chantal, but it would have been an honor to had met her. I think Chantal showed her strength so she could pass it on to her loved ones so they to can have the strength to be here on this earth without her. Just know God loves you and he will make it all right at the end.
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Thank You, Tammy

Rebecca
Mon, May 05, 2008
Chantal, You would of got such a kick out of watching your brother Zach in the pie eating contest! He had to eat a strawberry/rhubarb pie..and kayleen was pouring the water down him, but he kept on even though he was gagging...he was great!!!!

Rebecca
Mon, May 05, 2008
Chantal, you would be so proud of your Mom and Brycelynne!!! Team Chantal Lace was an honor to be a part of. We miss you honey. You will have a place in our hearts always....

Rebecca
Mon, Apr 28, 2008
But you are a shield around me, O LORD;you bestow glory on me and lift up my head. To the Lord I cry aloud, and he answers me from his holy hill.
Psalm 3:3-4

Rebecca Zaring
Fri, Apr 18, 2008
Team Chantal Lace is getting ready for the Putnam County Relay for Life, and we are honored to participate in Chantal's memory. Chantal would be so tickled to hear of all the plans that our team is making. We REALLY want to win the spirit award because cheerleading was such a major part of her life,as well as some of our team members! Brycelynne will be our cheer captain so I know we will do great!!! I am also excited about the best decorated area, because Chantal you know that I have plenty of glitter left over from high school locker decorations!!!Chantal, I miss you honey. But I am so glad that you are at peace now. We continue to draw strength from your example of how you lived your life. You will always be in our hearts.
love Rebecca

Kristin Tippin
Tue, Apr 15, 2008
Chantal was one of the first people I became friends with at NP, we had some geography class with Mr. Grimes and got to know each other. We started to become great friends sophomore year and soon best friends. she taught me so many things and one including how to drive a stick. she was one of the few people who knew me as Kris and she will always have a place in my heart. I was there with her through so much of her fight and I will always respect her for what she endured and how she handled everything. She was my best friend and i will always regret not being there for her at the end, but I know that she still loves me and that we always were best friends.

Jeff Smith
Tue, Apr 15, 2008
I am a 1980 graduate of North Putnam but live in Norwalk, OH. While I have not been back to North Put for 18 years, I have kept in touch with my immediate family who still reside in the area. I was touched by your story as I lost my 14 year old son, Timothy, 4 weeks ago tomorrow due to leukemia (ALL). He too fought long and hard (4 years) but the luekemia in the end won. I can not tell you how to handle your grief but understand I do know how you feel. I started reading a book yesterday as I was traveling to Seattle on business. The book is called Lessons from the Light written by George Anderson. Though I am only 1/3 through the book, it has already given me peace of mind knowing my son is in a much better place. If you would like to talk I can be reached anytime at 609-805-4281 or email jsmith0421@yahoo.com. You will be kept in my thoughts and prayers as we are part of a club that no parent ever wants to join. God bless.
Jeff

Jenny Rozelle
Tue, Apr 15, 2008
Chantal is the epitome of a perfect role model. She had the most go-get-'em attitude about her and still had the Chantal personality through everything. She was, hands down, the most fun girl on the Girls Night Out when we were all Seniors. (Who was the girl standing up literally pouring sugar on herself when the song "Pour Some Sugar On Me" came on? Oh, that was Chantal! One of three girls that hopped on the back of three crotch rockets downtown. One was Chantal!) I'll forever miss her and love her; I know many, many people feel the same.

Wendie Johnson
Thu, Apr 10, 2008
Sissy's Song
Why did she have to go
So young I just don't know why
Things happen half the time
Without reason without rhyme
Lovely, sweet young woman
Daughter, friend and sister
Makes no sense to me
I just have to believe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Loved ones she left behind
Just trying to survive
And understand the why
Feeling so lost inside
Anger shot straight at God
Then asking for His love
Empty with disbelief
Just hoping that maybe
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with Jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
It's hard to say goodbye
Her picture in my mind
They'll always be of times I'll cherish
And I won't cry 'cause
She flew up to Heaven on the wings of angels
By the clouds and stars and passed where no one sees
And she walks with jesus and her loved ones waiting
And I know she's smiling saying
Don't worry 'bout me
Don't worry 'bout me

Rhonda Moore
Wed, Apr 09, 2008
She sounds like she was a truly amazing person. She was way too young for such as devastating disease to take her life. I know from experience there is not a day that goes by that i dont think about my grandmother. We will always miss them and that part never gets easier. She is in a better place. She is in God's hands! I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I wish that we could find a cure for this disease so that we wouldnt have to lose the ones that we love the most...! I will keep ya in my prayers.!!!

Kayleen
Wed, Mar 26, 2008
Chantal Lace was my best friend and like a sister. This girl made me feel so good when i was down and was always there when i needed her! She was my hero and my role model in everything, especially now since i have seen the fight she has been through and struggles she overcame. I want everyone to know how much i care about Chantal and her family, they are my second family. She cared so much about all the kids at riley and the people that care about her. Chantal was a strong, amazing, and talented girl. She showed so many girls how to cheer and dance, which she was so good at! I love her so much and she will always be in my heart!
Love forever, Kayleen

Baby.-Brycelynne.
Tue, Mar 25, 2008
Chantal. i will always miss you more than anything. you were my role model. and i will never forget you. It just hurts me to know that your gone. I always think about this and it hurts just way too much. but i have to let it out!!!!!! Chantal. You were my toei. some people might not understand why i called you that but to me it meant the world and always will be. So anyways i will miss you and everything about you. Your face, Your hands, Your hugs, Your Kisses, Your advice, Your hair, Your eyes, Your nose, Your cute little complains, Your smile, Your laugh, Your everything. I will miss our kisses. Our hugs.You always playing with my hair. You sucking your thumb, but more important you being my big sister. I know your here with me being my angel i was just want to talk to you one more time.Now Chantal just wasn't my big sister, but was 99% my mom. She took me everywhere with her. I was like her mini me. I did everything she did. I would help her do anything and she would help me do anything. We were sisters and i was lucky to have a sister like her. She is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I wont just remember Chantal by my sister but by my best friend. We were so close and thats what hurts the most. Just losing her is the worse part, but i know i want to follow her footsteps. I want to be a great Cheerleader like her. I just want to be as strong as she was. Be everyones friend. Always be the girl to remember cause when i looked up to Chantal like that she was the girl on top of the world. She is always in my heart and always beside my side. So now i know i am not always sleeping alone. Shes there with me. i love you toei. and will always miss you more than anything!
Love you toei. R.I.P..
xoxoxo.brycelynne[baby]

Jess Riedeman
Tue, Mar 25, 2008
I met Chantal through VOICE (Indiana's youth-led movement against the tobacco industry) my junior year of high school. I will ALWAYS remember the sunshine girl who had the best ideas, and always went out of her way to make new members feel more than welcome. I didn't get the chance to stay in touch with Chantal long after she got sick, but I will never forget her charismatic personality and her insane amount of courage and strength. I will never stop thinking about Cha and I will continue her legacy of spreading pure happiness and ultimate courage. When people remember Chantal, they should remember all the great times she gave us to remember her by.
Cha...I will miss your spirit soooo much girl. I owe you the world for helping me deal with my sister's tragic death back in '06. I'll always remember your inspiring words, and open heart that helped me through it all. I know you're up there with her shining down on all of us now with your "stellar" smile, and sweet face. I'll never forget how I got my very first hot pink, airbrushed hat while hanging out that first time we met in Naptown. You are the best, craziest, and most outrageous person I think I have ever met in my life, but I know that my life is better for having known you. I know that Scarlett and I are missing you terribly so, but we will remember all the great memories, and hold them dear to our hearts, making the memory of you only happiness, no tears.
When I was dealing with the death of my best friend right before graduation, Cha told me that if I needed anything she was there for me, and then she told me to download this song, and really listen. After I listened to it over and over and over again, I realized what she was trying to tell me. Thanks for the lyrics Cha, I'll think of you everytime I hear this song. I miss ya and I love you girl...see ya my sweet dreams:)
"The Freshmen" by: The Verve Pipe
When I was young I knew everything
and she a punk who rarely ever took advice
now i'm guilt stricken, sobbing with my head on the floor
stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice
(CHORUS)
I can't be held responsible
cause she was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
she fell in love in the first place
For the life of me I cannot remember
what made us think that we were wise and we'd never compromise
for the life of me I cannot believe we'd ever die for these sins
we were merely freshmen
My best friend took a week's vacation to forget her
his girl took a week's worth of valium and slept
now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his head on the floor
thinks about her now and how he never really wept he says (CHORUS)
We've tried to wash our hands of all of this
we never talk of our lacking relationships
and how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our heads on the floor
we fell through the ice when we tried not to slip, we'd say(CHORUS)

Myra Cox
Mon, Mar 24, 2008
I was one of Chantal's Cheerleading Coaches at NP. She was always smiling, so energetic and ready to try anything! She will always be remembered! She has and will always be a role model for the cheerleaders I have now and the ones in the future. I now have the priviledge to coach her little sister Brycelynn that just made the squad! It is so hard and will be hard to watch her everyday as she reminds me so much of Chantal. Chantal always had a smile on her beautiful face. She was a fighter. Cancer didn't beat her, she beat cancer! Because she is now in heaven and is no longer in pain or suffering as she tumbled into those pearly gates to be with the great Lord above. Wendy I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family! Chantal will be missed but never forgotten!

Shannon Waldrep (Batt)
Mon, Mar 24, 2008
Wendie, I am so sorry to hear about Chantal. Your story about what she had to go through is just heartbreaking. I cannot imagine the hard road you have all been on. From what you described, it sounds like she was one tough and humble fighter! Kudos to you,I am sure you taught her well! Please know that my thoughts are with you.

Cyndi Cooksey
Mon, Mar 24, 2008
I only knew Chantal my daughter, Erica's freshman year of cheerleading but, I always remembered her, she was the cheerleader/person you couldn't forget, she was awesome, gave her heart to the sport, and although she didn't take anything from anyone she was very helpful to the younger cheerleaders. I remember her smile and confidence and I know she will be forever remembered. Too short of a life but, one amazing youn lady.

SCARLETT RANDOLPH
Sun, Mar 23, 2008
RiP BABYYYY two years fighting for your life... you were my priority these past two years & now we gon make it to the top.. ive realized in life sometimes you have to be selfish to get where you want in life and sometimes you have to kiss ass but as long as you know who you are as a person only god can judge you id rather be loved & hated than nothing at all because in the end ill always be happy ... i love my family i love my life and friends i love them too they are one of the greatest things in this crazy sometimes beautiful yet tragic life... but its about what you do to make the most out of the moments shared and cherished.. i feel like thats what we did cha made the most out of our time & thats how i wanna live for you now babyy with a smile on my face... not everyone is meant to be your friend in life but chantal lace was def. my mind heart body & soul and im gonna live my life for you babyy cuz you didnt get a chance but i will def see you in the skyyyyyyy =) i love you best friend

Cassy Waggoner
Sun, Mar 23, 2008
Although Chantal and I were on the IUPUI cheer squad for a brief moment together, I actually knew you, Chantal, and your younger daughter previous to the IUPUI squad through Hoosier All-stars. I remember you all as being very energetic and always smiling. :) I also remember at our first practice at IUPUI that Chantal and I were placed in an experimental stunt group together along with the other tall girls on the squad. She didn't say much at first, but I just remember her smile, her blond hair, and that I really wanted to be as tall as her....haha.
Anyways, The day a few of us went to visit her at Riley a short time after she was admitted, I remember she had just gotten her hair cut because the chemo was causing it to fall out, but instead of moping about and being sad about it, she didn't care. I just remember her saying that it was weird to reach back and feel how short it was.
I know that I will always keep Chantal in my heart and mind as a young woman whose spirit, energy, and will to live life to the fullest never failed, but was always vibrant. Yes she had to go through so much, but I believe that her story is meant to help others. To help others realize how much they have to live for, and to never feel sorry for themselves, because there is always someone who is suffering more. Chantal is not gone, but just ahead of the game. Just think of it, she gets to hang out with Jesus for a little longer than we do :) I can't wait to see her again someday where we will rejoice with her. Her story will never be forgotten.

Caitlin Dilloway
Sat, Mar 22, 2008
Although we only knew eachother for a short while, you are truly an inspiration. You will be in my heart and thoughts forever. May you rest in peace beautiful girl~

LOIS A BENNINGTON
Fri, Mar 21, 2008
THE FIGHT WILL NEVER BE OVER UNTIL WE FIND THE CURE.TOGETHER BE CAN DO IT.I'M IN.

Renee Hill
Fri, Mar 21, 2008
I know from experience that you never stop missing them even after the grieving process is over. The reunion to come makes one look forward to heaven just that much more. I'll be praying for you during this difficult time.

Katt Bennington
Fri, Mar 21, 2008
How blessed we all were for knowing such a brave and powerful soul. Chantal will always be a voice in my head saying "YES!" I am truly sorry for your lost.

Phyllis Tranbarger
Thu, Mar 20, 2008
Wendy -- Though I did not know Chantal very well, I prayed for her daily; for God to spare her young life. But, it was not in God's plan and she is now in His arms and not suffering or in pain anymore. Though you and your family miss her terribly, you will all unite one day with her in Heaven. God must have had a rose garden to fill because He picked Chantal for His garden. You are all in my prayers for comfort. If you ever need to talk, I'm here for you.

GARY HOOD
Thu, Mar 20, 2008
TRULY AN AMAZING STORY OF FAITH AND COURAGE


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